Baby .

CUTE SIA!

My Living Proof .

I'll be captivated .

Wooopeedooo . hahah .imma gonna follow boyfriend to Cotton On today . follow that boy go shopping at AMK HUB (: .
Imiss him truckheavyloads . i don't care how heavy i miss him like cahrahzeee . heh . then maybe after shopping we hangout or something . i hope he doesn't buy much . haha . i'll be like beat helping him choose clothings (: .

Baby,im so sorry . i only lik have another two days to spend with you ): . sighhhh . its like *BOOMZXC* i have to go to Jakarta ): .

Promise me
when im gone .
you're not suppose to cry ): .
and whenever you miss me
look at the peekture that i gave you (:
and make sure
you eat properly .
And if you're still thinking of me .
I suggest YOU to go to
SOMERSET!
and skate .
cause yeah you forgets the world
when you skate baby (:

. iloveyousomuch . iamnothingwithoutyou . imyourbestestfan (:

I LOVE YOU BABY VOLKSWAGEN (:

love,
zhaskia

Webcamming ;D

Thinking of you (:

Crazy crazy crazy night with Nadia Batrisyia on the webcam.
We were like going mad with each other .

AHAHAHAH!

NADIA GOT THE DOUGHNUT FACE .

freaking cute lah sia ;D . hahaha .

aww babe . i miss you so much . i wanna hangout like last time . and yeah i wanna go "moshing" with you . HAHAHA! . your style lah babe (: . super duper cute sia . and that SNAG can go wash his stupid ARMANI shirt lah . BIG DEAL LOR ARMANI! . :P .

Alright,thats all peeps (; . byebye . kudosss

love,
zhaskia(:

PS: I LOVE YOU BABY VOLKSWAGEN (:

I'll take my precautions .

I'll be <3

Dayum . its like freaking 4.45 am and im still wide awake .

hyper somemore.

cause you know WHY?!

I webcamming with my beloved boyfriend luh ! ;D

ahaha!

he damn cute lor so adorable . like wanna pinch his chubby face ;D

We were like webcamming since 1 am in the morning until now luh .

We were singing to each other taking turns ;D ,

i love it when we do that especially at

the end of it

When i gave him a poem . and made him cry .

ZOMG!

AAHAHAH!

well the poem goes like this ;D ;

I've been waiting for ,

my dreams

to turn into

something that

I can believe in .

And looking for that

Magic Rainbow ;

I couldn't see it

until i forget about my past

and look into those

wonderful eyes

that mesmerize and

really took my breath away .

I swear .

I will take up anything form you .

Anything that comes tumbling down .

I'll be there to be the Greatest fan .

I Love You

Haliff Kamsani <3

PS: Congratulations on getting into the finals today . I'm really proud of you . even if you didn't win you still got the best prize <3

Love,

zhaskia(:

I am so hot .

You make me so hot . make me wanna drop :D


Down with a fever today .
yeah headaches all day long .
DAYAM .

Come on stab my chest .

Don't say you love me .

My heart really feels like dropping from its place right now .
i can't take this feeling .
do you know how embarassing it felt ?
do you care of how i feel?
do you even think before yelling it all out to him?!

you know what?
FUCK YOU DAD! .

If i could kill.
i would have now .

My heart is breaking slowly .
it hurts so much .
do you think its fun?
NO!
FUCK YOU NO!

Now . im down wif a fever . and my nose block is like sucking th life outta me .
i really take all this bullcrap .
FML!

Someone take a dagger and
stab me in the chest
now please .

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND :D .

I don't wanna be the fool outta love ):

I'm not that type of girl .

I'm trying to
make it stronger.
make it better.
make it unbreakable.

I want us to last whenever .
I want us to believe that we got each other .

I ♥ You

You have my words .
Mark it .
Put it in your thick skull
that

I ♥ You
so DAMN much .

I love you Baby Volkswagen ♥

love,
Zhaskia♥

I wanna be a billionaire

If i get a dollar
for loving you in a day .
I would've been a
MILLIONAIRE .

So practically
my love for you
cant be
COUNTED

Cause its too much to
TELL .♥

Why Women are the best ;D

Why WOMEN are the best vehicles in the world:

2 beautiful bumpers infront
2 great bumpers at the back
Self lubricating when hot
...finger touch ignition
automatic engine oil change every month
any type of pistons fit
mutiple seating styles & adjustments
comes with great accessories
has the highest mileage:9 months in just 5mL!

Thats why MEN are dying to get a ride .

LMAO!!! :D

Wishlist

COTTON CANDY!! ;D

LIP SMACKERS SMACK SMACK! ;D

SUSHI!! YUMMY :D

FLATS! :D

SLUMBER PARTIES :D . nyahahah

Bored .

Dun be a lil bitch with your chitchat


Seriously today damn
BORING D: .
sighh .

We just gotta accept
that we can get sick
and tired of our own lives .

PATHETIC -.- .

and now...

i dun even know where to go .
boyfriend ends school at 5 .
mum is asking me weather i wanna go out or not
to meet my grandparents D: .

aiyah.
nothing to post also .
dayum!

peace out peeps ^^V .


opps .
i love you Baby Volkswagen ;D

love,
zhaskia

Bad Bad Day >:

I feel happy oh so happy and complete .

Started out by not going to school.
Dad left $10 bucks for me to spend on.
Thank you Daddy .♥

And at the point where i woke up,
boyfriend ended school .
so yeah .
WHAT ELSE ?!
Meet up lah sia!
hahaha!

So yeah . met up at AMK MRT
and headed for somerset .
hahah!

Baby next time you wanna tell me something
just tell me straight okay :D
dun need to text me eh :P .
SO CUTE SIA!
hahah!

he texted me this :

"U look so damn beautiful and gorgeous tdy =P...luv you..heh!"

HAHAHA!. thank you hunneh bubb ;D

When we reach . it was FREAKIN! HOT!
i swear everybodeh there was half dead . haha!
then boyfriend went off to skate...
So yeah i nothing to do rite..
i did my art under the bloody hot fucking SUN!

cut story short . at around 8 we went to Dhoby Ghaut .
watch pple skate for abit .
then boyfriend continued skating for awhile ..
then headed home together .

I had fun playing your PSP in the bus! hahah
and yeha im sorry for like running away from you XD . haha
and making you fall .
haah! .
when you're on the floor you SUPER UBER CUTE :D

And then.
when i reach home .
MOMENTUM DOWN!
like seriously man!

my specs broke .
my mum scolded me for shit .
my surroundings suck like hell .
bestfriends having loads of probs .
made my boyfriend miserable
cause of my own doings D: .

I am very sorry bubb D: .

I know getting very angry tonight
was
UNNECESSARILY UNNECESSARY .
But after punching that freakin wall
and
getting my pinky swollen wif a blueblack.
I REALISE
I WAS
FREAKING CLEVER!
yeah!
FUCKING CLEVER!

I'm sorry to have caused you alot of trouble bubb D:

I have the best Boyfriend in the whole world.well atleast to me it is :P ♥



I Love You Baby Volkswagen ♥



well thats all folks ,my pinky hurt like shit now TT___TT

I.LOVE.YOU
HALIFF.KAMSANI ♥

love,
zhaskia♥

See those cotton candy up there???
They are so uber cute!
hahah!
ok i just wanna eat them ((:
with my dearest :D
hahah!
COTTON CANDY!!!

I was singing my hearts out when boyfriend
came to skatepark today
and bought snickers for me :D

Baby you really made my day ((:

Thank you oh so much (:

I love you Haliff Kamsani (:

I don't want to part this earth if i gotta do it solo ♥

DIE! DIE! DIE! .
Imma gonna die without my boyfriend! D:
Like seriously man!

His grandmama was warded for some stomach thingy
*get well soon Haliff's nenek*
then he has to stay at his aunt's house over
THE WEEEKEND! D:

WALAOWEI!

aunts house :

1)No internet D:
2)Cannot call T__T
3)Cant text me cause bill bomb +__+
4)He has to takecare of his bros and grandmama!

SHIT MAN!

Well like i always do .
be patient (:
Its a virtue (: . hahaha

alright then . end here. i dun wanna think about it T__T.

I love you Baby Volkswagen ♥

love,
zhaskia♥

How sad .

Love.Its a special day ♥

What?!
Today must be named
SUPER SAD DAY FOR ZHASKIA AND HALIFF D:

Baby's bill nearly bombed . well i think bomb ready ah -.-" .
fuck! all cause of me . im so so so so sorry baby D: .
Now he cant text me . but atleast he promise to call me when he get home . which is
another THREE HOURS MORE D; .
Must be patient lurh . patience is a virtue (: . ♥


Oh ya and i read guy's blog . one of my brother's friends i think .
THE GIRL WHO BROKE UP WITH HIM MUST BE FUCKING STUPID!!
i read his blog uh . can make me piss off and cry sia .
can you like believe they only stead for TEN DAYS! and he cried
sampai mate bengkak! -.-"
"girl you are super dumb -.-"
and the worse part she was the one who wanted it to be an official relationship
but she end it -.- .
SOMEMORE she said this
"i love you but i never cinta you"
WTF DOES THAT MEAN?! .
the same thing lorr . might as well say i dun love you rite -.-"
dumb dumb .


hah! i wish my bf is not like that . and baby
I will NEVER be like that girl -.-
i aint that stupid to let go
of such an angel like you . (:
*kisses*
♥


i know i post this everyday in my blog
but i'm not tired of it (:

I love you my Baby Volkswagen (: ♥

love,
zhaskia♥

Our love story .

They say loving you give pains
and full of sacrifices.
But i rather take all that
than not to be loved by you.

Me and you .
our heart beat together as one .
thats our speciality .

I think the same way as you do .
as if we're twins from a different mother .

Scientist has proven that sugar can be easily dissolved in water . So i suggest a sweet person like not not to walk under the rain . ♥



I love my Baby Volkswagen ♥

love,
zhaskia♥

LOVE ♥

This is for you baby (:
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

My shoulder to cry on :'(

Not loving you is harder than you know ♥



i'm totally having a bad mood today but baby. you turned my frown upside down (:

Zhaskia Klutzie says:

but baby i wanna make this clear..
im am very sorry if im letting out my anger at you
i know you're not wrong but i really need someone in this kinda situation .
i'm messed up
im really sorry if i upset you or anything
really i am
Haliff says: o.0? what nonsense u talking abt? u didnt upset me
Zhaskia Klutzie says:
im like letting my anger at you just niw..
im sorry
Haliff says: no,u..u shld knw,i'm always here for you..im ready for anythin u'll throw at me..cuz baby,this is what im prepared for when i got tgthr wid u..i'll never get mad,u dun nd to be sorry.. i love u and no matter what i'll be by ur side
Zhaskia Klutzie says:
:'( Haliff says: i dun care if u throw ur anger at me,or stab me wid a knife,i'll still hug u and try my best to calm u down why r u crying?
Zhaskia Klutzie says:
im so freaking blessed
and so freaking lucky...
to have someone like you .
i really love you . you know that
no matter how angry i get
i will always love you
stab on you i';ll stab myself too.
Haliff says: aww..i love u too..soo much..more den anythin.. sayang baby klutz i=) i'll always be here to comfort u kay? so pls cheer up..
Zhaskia Klutzie says:
im cheering up already .
(:
see im smiling (:
Haliff says: =)..im glad.. see now this is what i wna see..that smile on ur face that lights up my whole world..

Zhaskia Klutzie says:
awwww...
baby . you really are my everything
Haliff says: and U are MY everything.. u mean so much to me.. our love isnt smthing that happens everyday so i'll treasure it with my life..not to see that sad face of urs..and not to let anythin happen to u..

Zhaskia Klutzie says:
im speechless..but im glad
Haliff says: hah... i hav to stop myself... e main thing is dat i love u.. dats all there is to it

Zhaskia Klutzie says:
(:
Haliff says: awww... mwah!!
Zhaskia Klutzie says:
you really are
my shoulder to cry on (:

Haliff says: awww... yea..im happy dat i am..

Zhaskia Klutzie says:
:P

Haliff says: haha..so happy to see u happy and fine nw baby..

Haliff Kamsani ♥

When i look at you ♥

Had the best day with baby EVER!
hahah! I am full of surprises :D
I really really had fun today baby
Thank you soooo much :D ♥

Went to fort canning park
and then we played around . hahah!
omg! i freaking tackled him lor!
haha! but he catched me -.-"

Then went crazy over the webcam
took 48 peektures ;D .
hahah! HIS FACE WAS UBER CUTE!

I love my Baby Volkswagen so much ♥


Second most memorable day with you baby ;D

23MAY2010♥


Ps: lets webcam again hun . i reallllyyyyy loved it ♥