you come and go . we stay and watch .

My life is so messed up . dammit . how hard isit just to forget one measly little petty guy?
i cant help but think . the curiousity is killing me. bad .
the memories are killing me
those warm hugs from you is killing me
those soft lips I've felt is killing me TOO!

I feel cranky .
I feel sad .
I feel played .
I feel sick .
I feel lost .
I feel dumb .

TO HAVE LOVED YOU AND TRUST YOU !